Updates on My Life Because I Like Writing These Things!
-I got scores back from NACLO- 38%. Needless to say, I did not get into the invitational. But it was super fun and I'd love to do it again next year!
-I started going to therapy, yay! Thursday was my second session and already I'm sleeping so much better and communicating a little bit more. I tend to just keep it all in, unfortunately. But we're working on it and already we're pinpointing negative thoughts- I love this so much!
-I started playing softball again. :T It really hasn't been fun; depression screws things up. I had to go to the first day of tryouts today and I wasn't fully in it. Honestly, I'd rather do something else, like take up the violin again, or start studying more languages. But my parents have been insistent upon it.
-My school bag is falling apart ;-;. It had elephants on it and everything. But have no fear! I am going to sew a new one and use some of the old fabric... As to what it will look like, I have no idea. Suggestions are welcome! I need enough room for a thick binder, 4 spiral notebooks, 4 composition notebooks, about 3 novels, and a pencil case. Go!
-I started listening to The Thrilling Adventure Hour! It's so awesome! My favorite arc is Beyond Belief- Sadie Doyle is the best!
-I tried playing Killer Instinct for the first time in years. Needless to say, it did not end well. Did you know there's an actual plot to that?
-I registered for all my classes next year. I'm in two different pathways, which means my life for the next three years will revolve around engineering( only taking that pathway for the Civil Engineering) and construction management and design. It's a good thing I like isometric sketching.
-I had an anxiety attack last night. -_- My dad said I needed to go to tryouts-now listen this is how much I hate it- and I couldn't do it. I was hyperventilating, shaking, crying, and I couldn't be touched. Ugh. He suggested quitting after a week if I really didn't like it and since that would require talking extensively to the coaches that just set me off more. And we had to go to the stores after that. And there was a girl who was at conditioning working at the pretzel place and she recognized me and ugh she's really nice and super sweet but I really didn't want to talk to anyone. Meh.
-There's a rumour going around that I'm dating this guy in three of my classes?? We don't even talk??? I don't even know the girl who asked me about it?? Ugh, that's the third I've heard about me this year. First that I was dating Horuss( definitely not, but at least people asked me directly), then that I was gay( after cutting my hair short -_- and they asked my 'friends'- by the way I need new ones- and wow really random people at my school you can ask me if I'm dating a guy but god forbid you question me about my sexuality- asexual panromantic for those who are curious) and now this. People suck.
-I started researching atheistic Satanism and it sounds like my kinda thing. Please don't ask if I'm going to sacrifice animals. Don't be ignorant/stupid. Do some research.
Umm... Yeah, that's about it. If you wanna ask something, go ahead!