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Life Update.

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Updates on My Life Because I Like Writing These Things!
-I got scores back from NACLO- 38%. Needless to say, I did not get into the invitational. But it was super fun and I'd love to do it again next year!
-I started going to therapy, yay! Thursday was my second session and already I'm sleeping so much better and communicating a little bit more. I tend to just keep it all in, unfortunately. But we're working on it and already we're pinpointing negative thoughts- I love this so much!
-I started playing softball again. :T It really hasn't been fun; depression screws things up. I had to go to the first day of tryouts today and I wasn't fully in it. Honestly, I'd rather do something else, like take up the violin again, or start studying more languages. But my parents have been insistent upon it. 
-My school bag is falling apart ;-;. It had elephants on it and everything. But have no fear! I am going to sew a new one and use some of the old fabric... As to what it will look like, I have no idea. Suggestions are welcome! I need enough room for a thick binder, 4 spiral notebooks, 4 composition notebooks, about 3 novels, and a pencil case. Go!
-I started listening to The Thrilling Adventure Hour! It's so awesome! My favorite arc is Beyond Belief- Sadie Doyle is the best!
-I tried playing Killer Instinct for the first time in years. Needless to say, it did not end well. Did you know there's an actual plot to that?
-I registered for all my classes next year. I'm in two different pathways, which means my life for the next three years will revolve around engineering( only taking that pathway for the Civil Engineering) and construction management and design. It's a good thing I like isometric sketching. 
-I had an anxiety attack last night. -_- My dad said I needed to go to tryouts-now listen this is how much I hate it- and I couldn't do it. I was hyperventilating, shaking, crying, and I couldn't be touched. Ugh. He suggested quitting after a week if I really didn't like it and since that would require talking extensively to the coaches that just set me off more. And we had to go to the stores after that. And there was a girl who was at conditioning working at the pretzel place and she recognized me and ugh she's really nice and super sweet but I really didn't want to talk to anyone. Meh. 
-There's a rumour going around that I'm dating this guy in three of my classes?? We don't even talk??? I don't even know the girl who asked me about it?? Ugh, that's the third I've heard about me this year. First that I was dating Horuss( definitely not, but at least people asked me directly), then that I was gay( after cutting my hair short -_- and they asked my 'friends'- by the way I need new ones- and wow really random people at my school you can ask me if I'm dating a guy but god forbid you question me about my sexuality- asexual panromantic for those who are curious) and now this. People suck. 
-I started researching atheistic Satanism and it sounds like my kinda thing. Please don't ask if I'm going to sacrifice animals. Don't be ignorant/stupid. Do some research. 
Umm... Yeah, that's about it. If you wanna ask something, go ahead!
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Ehhhhh.

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Tagged by :iconmeowliam:  Again.

Ten Facts About Me. 
1) I'm in ninth grade. 
2) I haven't had exactly the best day ever. :I
3) I have been watching Don't Hug Me I'm Scared every night for like four days now. 
4) My favorite pokemon game is Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky. 
5) I cut the middle finger of my left hand on Thursday night accidentally with a knife and had such a bad anxiety attack I wouldn't let them give me stitches, so I got steri-strips and glue or whatever. 
6) I'm currently taking pre-calculus and oh my god it's so much fun
7) I have a weird fascination with my reflection and start freaking out if I don't see myself often enough. 
8) I'm currently sewing a Casey the Salamander. 
9) I really hate going outside unless the weather is absolutely perfect. 
10) I have a picture of a rabbit boy with a French mustache, an eyepatch, a camera, and a poncho-ish thing on my bookshelf. I got it for Christmas. 


1. Do you have a favorite beverage you'd always pick over the others if it was there?
Strawberry lemonade. 
2. What's your favorite kind of candy?
Plain chocolate. Nothing else. At all. 
3. Have you ever had to get your teeth drilled into because of a cavity at the dentist?
No my teeth are perfect because I am awesome
4. Do you have a good looking dentist?
I dunno I moved and haven't seen one yet
5. Do you have a certain "type" of guy you like.
Think Spock and BBC Sherlock. That is my kinda guy. 
6. How long have your parents left you home alone for?
Eh, one night. 
7. Do you like the movie "Home Alone"?
NONONONONONO
I CAN'T EVEN WATCH IT I GET SO SCARED OF BEING LEFT BEHIND
8. What's your favorite OTP out of all your others?
Destiel!
9. What Type of person are you?
An awesome person. No, I'm actually really quiet usually just cause there's nothing for me to say. 
10. Do you like waffles?
Sure. 
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Ehhhhh.

2 min read
Tagged by :iconmeowliam:  Again.

Ten Facts About Me. 
1) I'm in ninth grade. 
2) I haven't had exactly the best day ever. :I
3) I have been watching Don't Hug Me I'm Scared every night for like four days now. 
4) My favorite pokemon game is Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Sky. 
5) I cut the middle finger of my left hand on Thursday night accidentally with a knife and had such a bad anxiety attack I wouldn't let them give me stitches, so I got steri-strips and glue or whatever. 
6) I'm currently taking pre-calculus and oh my god it's so much fun
7) I have a weird fascination with my reflection and start freaking out if I don't see myself often enough. 
8) I'm currently sewing a Casey the Salamander. 
9) I really hate going outside unless the weather is absolutely perfect. 
10) I have a picture of a rabbit boy with a French mustache, an eyepatch, a camera, and a poncho-ish thing on my bookshelf. I got it for Christmas. 


1. Do you have a favorite beverage you'd always pick over the others if it was there?
Strawberry lemonade. 
2. What's your favorite kind of candy?
Plain chocolate. Nothing else. At all. 
3. Have you ever had to get your teeth drilled into because of a cavity at the dentist?
No my teeth are perfect because I am awesome
4. Do you have a good looking dentist?
I dunno I moved and haven't seen one yet
5. Do you have a certain "type" of guy you like.
Think Spock and BBC Sherlock. That is my kinda guy. 
6. How long have your parents left you home alone for?
Eh, one night. 
7. Do you like the movie "Home Alone"?
NONONONONONO
I CAN'T EVEN WATCH IT I GET SO SCARED OF BEING LEFT BEHIND
8. What's your favorite OTP out of all your others?
Destiel!
9. What Type of person are you?
An awesome person. No, I'm actually really quiet usually just cause there's nothing for me to say. 
10. Do you like waffles?
Sure. 
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I GOT MY HAIR CUT
I GOT MY HAIR CUT
I NOW HAVE SUPER SHORT HAIR AND THAT WAS THE BEST DECISION EVER
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Thanks Friend.

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MeowLiam tagged me.
~The Fabulous Rules~
1. You must post these fabulous rules up into your entry.
2. Each person must post five things about themselves in their entry. 
3. You must answer the five questions that your tagger set for you, and then create five questions of your own for the people whom you tag.
4. You must tag 10 people to do this meme and answer your questions. (How about no)
5. You are not allowed to tag people back, although I'm pretty sure that some of you will do it anyway.
6. Things such as 'you are tagged if you read this' are against the rules. You must legitimately tag 10 people. (No-hoh)
7. You must be fabulous at all times. ('Scuse you I'm fantabulous)


5 things about me you probably don't know
1. Never had a boy/girlfriend. *sits in corner and glares at everyone*
2. I hate talking to adults. About anything. I just get super duper nervous and start crying which is really bad. 
3. I'm going to compete in NACLO. Wish me luck. 
4. I hate sounds. Like when I play video games on my DS or phone the sound is off and I always have my phone on silent or vibrate. 
5. I'm going to cut my hair short like next week.


Questions from MeowLiam. 
1. What was the weirdest thing that has ever happened to you?
In fourth grade a guy licked my hand because it was on the tin of colored pencils. 
2. Have you ever been mistaken for someone else?
My mom and I sound a lot alike and we make the same snide/sarcastic comments so people get confused for a second. 
3. Do you like Disney movies? If so, what's your favorite?
YEAH MULAN IS THE BEST
4. 1-10 How lazy do you think you are?
I'm not lazy I have a lack of motivation okay
5. What would you do for a Klondike bar?
...Buy it? I dunno. 


People I tag:
No one, I only filled this out because I have a moral obligation to do so. 
But if you wanna do it knock yourself out. 
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